a special post for two of my best friend, bestties

actually this post is i special and purposely write for two of my best friend in ipoh..

chan jiun li and lam kit yee..

they had some argument between each other and now not friend anymore..

i really dont want this to happen..

i ask you both..

since when you both know each other??

during primary you both dy same school..

you both know each other longer than me..

last time dy argument one time..

and at the end, back to friend..

but why now again??

both of you also got wrong actually..

you know what..

when i ee you both like enemy like this, my heart so pain..

we all whole gang used to be the best gang..

many ppl also jealous us..

they jealous why we all so many ppl can like one big family..

everyday happy..

still remember during school time??

we used to bully mr.wong together without pakat one..

we are like automatic can know what to do and want to do what..

honestly..

i really dont know how..

that day during my cny party..

i really so sad you know..

is like we one big family one..

everyone know that..

even michelle lee always tell me that she very jealous us..

cause the friendship of everyone of us like so so so close and strong..

dont you feel regret nor sad just ended up a long friendship like this??

jiun,

i know you got the point that you dont like..

thats the point..

but we cant do anything right although she is our best friend?

she have to choose her own road..

if she dont fall down and get hurt, she wont feel that pain..

and we as her best friend, we should support her right?

our job is no matter what happened, we'll still by her side right??

and same to everyone..

no matter what happened to everyone in the gang, i'm sure that everyone of us sure will by our side right??

and wont leave us there to be alone..

i know if suddenly want you to talk back to her is quite hard..

what you have is time..

really very hard to find a true friend in this world nowadays..

we really have to appreciate our friendship..

you're such a good friend you know?

no matter what happened, you were always by my side..

and i know you treat her like this is dont want to let her get hurt, cause you tried the hurt before and its very painful and suffer..

but now she dy 19 right??

i'm sure she will know what she want and she will think for her own future too..

she also dont wish to get a bad life in future right?

if she really feel that is not her cup of tea or not suits, i'm sure she'll make a decision for that..

lam,

can you please forgive jiun for treating you like this?

i know she treat you damn strike and on that day party she said some words that damn hurt you..

you also know her attitude right??

and before that she treat you like this she just dont want you to get hurt from the guy..

i know although it is past..

but when i see you both at my party that night i really feel so sad..

is like we used to be a gang..

but now like got one left us..

cant find back the happy dy..

still remember last year??

last year everyone of us also attended my party..

and everyone of us got no problem, no argument between each other..

like this more happy right?

among us is no secret..

i really hope that you both can back like last time..

time can heal the hurt that you both did to each other..

you know whats the most painful feel??

its not getting hurt by a guy who you love, is your best friend/family dont care about you anymore..

this is the most painful feel..

guy's hurt??

its just a piece of shit!

you can even find a better guy if the previous guy dont want you..

am i right??

but best friend is different..

we gone through many things together..

dont count your primary school time..

only secondary that 5years time..

we getting to know more well about each other right??

and in this 5years time..

i'm sure that you both very clear that what's a real person each other is..

we're getting older and older..

elder and elder..

mature and mature..

we know to think more things now..

not that childish anymore like last time..

always suddenly argue cause of some small matter..

and now we cant be study in the same class again..

but you both still got the chance..

do appreciate it when the chance id just right in front of you..

like me now, i so hope that can get back to the same class with you guys..

but i cant..

we're now started to separating each other..

i dont want you both to feel regret..

all this is just some small matter right?

nothing is more important than the friendship..

remember one thing now..

now we're just 19..

we haven get to married yet..

so now friends and family is the most important in our life now..

after you get married then you have to put your own family the first then only comes with the friends..

 

 

still remember this photo??

took it that last time we gathering when me and ian back to ipoh..

and also celebrate for kah yan's belated birthday..

so sweet you know this photo??

its can see the friendship between you both in this photo..

you both is still very care about each other actually..

but why want to become like this??

and we dont know what will happen to us tomorrow..

what if someday one of us had accident and accidently past away?

dont tell me that want to wait for this day then only you start to feel regret and crying there say why before that dont want back to friend?

i'm not cursing anyone of us..

but i'm just telling the truth..

like my friend alviss..

who knows that he'll die when he is in the age of 22??

no one know!

i really hope you guys appreciate each other..

what i want to say dy said..

you both think yourself!