Speechless

after few days never blog..

here i am to blog again now..

been busy for these few days recently..

busy with best friend's surprised big birthday card, surprised video for her and also busy with friend's wedding..

totally no time to blog and also busy with my school project plus homework..

so yeahhh..

for this post..

is going to blog about what happened recently..

and i am super duper disappointed on the person..

and please remember this, this is my blog, i can write whatever i want..

if you dont like you can just close my blog and go away..

and all i write this is truely from my heart and is how i really feel..

how about let me ask you guys a question??

for you guys, which one you feel most important in your life now?

i mean at my age now, the age of 18-20..

friends is more important or gf/bf is more important..

so is like..

i got a friend..

i guy friend..

best friend of mine..

used to be best friend for each other but not for now anymore..

i removed him from my fb list..

so yeahhh..

he can say is not my friend anymore..

honestly, i am so sad and heart pain when i do this decision..

is like..

i dont really know how to explain..

for me, the ppl who know me well, included him, he know what kind of ppl i hate the most..

but now he become that kind of ppl..

is like, if you got gf then okay lar..

why cause of gf you can just ignore us?

and cause of this Bitxx, you broke up with your current gf and back to her side once she find you back..

dont you remember how she treated you like this?

as your best friend i dont wish you to get hurt by this bitxx..

but what we said to you, you seems like cant listen or even cant hear..

i ask you all..

if a girl can break up with you cause of another guy, then now break with that guy and come back for you, do you think this kind of girl is a good girl?

and do you think this kind of girl can deserve your love?

NO!!

SHE DONT DESERVE YOUR LOVE!!

maybe some ppl will ask why am i so angry about this?

is it cause of i love this guy..

the answer is no!

and its impossible for me to love him..

we know for so many years..

if we really want to couple we dy couple early..

no need to wait until now right?

cause of this bitxx..

you ignore us!

ignore me!

you even tell lied to us..

do you know how disappointed am i?

honestly, for this time..

i dont think you can couple with her that long..

cause i know you well..

dont tell me that your heart got nothing??

you will always think that whether she love you or not or this and that..

and i can truely tell you now!!

this bitxx now come back to your side is not because that she love you..

is cause of something but i dont know what is the something..

you know girl's six sense very accurate one right..

did you ever think before?

if she really love you..

why last time you bought her flowers and card go to her house she dont accept?

she even burn the card that you gave it to her..

i know you purposely borrow ppl's money and buy her stuff..

but do you think its worth?

i really hope you can wake up from this!

i seriously dont wish you to get hurt..

if you really find a good one, of course i feel happy for you and i will go and know your girl..

but for this one..

you can ask just just get off from your life..

and GET A LIFE..

for the me you know..

you know i always treat my friends with true heart..

you know i always appreciate the friendship among us..

this is why i so care about this!

but too bad..

you dont even appreciate it..

so i got nothing to say about it..

totally speechless..

i will wish you good luck and hope you can see the real her soon so that you dont need to waste that much of time on her..

TAKE CARE!

although i removed you from my fb..

but if you really need ppl to talk to..

you can always call me back, my phone will always 24hours on call..

you know me well right??

=)

so yeahh..

whenever im down or sad..

dog is my best friend for me..

and when i look at them or play with them..

i can feel happy automatically..

so yeahhh..

this is didi..

bigger size dy right..

and same thing..

he is even more naughty now!!

but cute!

the me without make up and is on the way bring didi go clinic for check up..

make sure that he is healthy!

stay tuned..

end with loves..

<3